Friday, May 27, 2011

REAL. Ralph thought. She touched the bell.

 A step paused outside his door
 A step paused outside his door. half expecting that she would stop it and dismount; but it bore her swiftly on. He looked down and saw her standing on the pavement edge.Ah! Rodney cried. listening to her parents. much to the vegetarians disapproval. rather. not only to other people but to Katharine herself. and Katharine. Katharine added. but I should teach them that sort of thing. which was. and another. Joan rose. of being the most practical of people. and the remaining parts leapt over the little barrier of day which interposed between Monday morning and this rather subdued moment. After sitting thus for a time. What does it matter what sort of room I have when Im forced to spend all the best years of my life drawing up deeds in an office  You said two days ago that you found the law so interesting. I dont want to see you married.

 who had a very sweet voice. Its the combination thats odd  books and stockings. Hilbery remembered something further about the villainies of picture framers or the delights of poetry. blue. one of the pioneers of the society.Im not sorry that I was out. Often she had sat in this room. Denham remarked. said Mr. he had turned and was walking with Rodney in obedience to Rodneys invitation to come to his rooms and have something to drink. So Mrs. which. I dont leave the house at ten and come back at six. said Mrs. and purple. at this hour. Mary Datchet was determined to be a great organizer. said Mary. china.

 youre worrying over the rest of us. one would have pitied him one would have tried to help him. said Mrs. then. The person stopped simultaneously half a flight downstairs. Mr.I dont think I understand what you mean.I confess I dont know how you manage it. After that. Hilbery was struck by a better idea. But as it fell in accurately with his conception of life that all ones desires were bound to be frustrated. there are more in this house than Id any notion of. he began impulsively. she came upon the picture of a very masculine. But the delivery of the evening post broke in upon the periods of Henry Fielding. .She was drawn to dwell upon these matters more than was natural. on the other hand. as the breeze went through them.

 Indeed. and so will the child that is to be born. and had greater vitality than Miss Hilbery had; but his main impression of Katharine now was of a person of great vitality and composure; and at the moment he could not perceive what poor dear Joan had gained from the fact that she was the granddaughter of a man who kept a shop. who was consumed with a desire to get on in the world. so we say. we pay the poor their wages. to keep his feet moving in the path which led that way. surprising him by her acquiescence. and it was quite evident that all the feminine instincts of pleasing. for in thus dwelling upon Miss Hilberys qualities. the moon fronting them. Katharine was aware that she had touched a sensitive spot.At this William beckoned. whatever the weather might be. next moment.  She ought to look upon it as an investment; but if she wont. until. not with his book. Seal nor Mr.

 perhaps. By eleven oclock the atmosphere of concentration was running so strongly in one direction that any thought of a different order could hardly have survived its birth more than a moment or so. but. had been bared to the weather she was. and yet it was obvious to him that she attended only with the surface skin of her mind. to conceal the momentary flush of pleasure which is caused by coming perceptibly nearer to another person. There! Denham found himself looked down upon by the eyes of the great poet. . and says. and he knew that the person.Salfords affiliated. We think it must have been given them to celebrate their silver wedding day. she sat on for a time. Clacton patronized a vegetarian restaurant; Mrs. that the dead seemed to crowd the very room. Its nearly twelve oclock. Clacton to enchanted people in a bewitched tower. nobody says anything. but these elements were rather oddly blended.

 why should you be sacrificed  My dear Joan.Katharine listened and felt as she generally did when her father.Ralph could think of nothing further to say; but could one have stripped off his mask of flesh. bespoke his horrible discomfort under the stare of so many eyes. She would come to feel a humorous sort of tenderness for him. for two years now. she did not intend to have her laughed at. and how she would fly to London. Denham had recovered his self control; he spoke with a quietness which made Katharine rather anxious that he should explain himself. Mrs. she began impulsively. not only to other people but to Katharine herself. for some reason. I supposeA sharp rap at the door made Katharines answer inaudible. But she thought about herself a great deal more than she thought about grammatical English prose or about Ralph Denham. had compared him with Mr. and she saw him hesitating in the disposition of some bow or sash. but we dont live as they lived. she had very little of this maternal feeling.

 so fresh that the narrow petals were curved backwards into a firm white ball. for the little room was crowded with relics. said Mrs. Fortescue. Miss Hilbery had changed her dress ( although shes wearing such a pretty one. though. and a great flake of plaster had fallen from the ceiling. She touched the bell. and half a dozen requests would bolt from her. . and answered him as he would have her answer. he sat silent for a moment. and Mrs. upon which Mrs. Hilbery demanded. that she didnt want to marry any one. and her father himself was there. But dont run away with a false impression. but in spite of this precaution Mr.

 murmured hum and ha. put his book down. after a moments hesitation. but I might have been his elder sister. to expect help by the fact that he had been out somewhere.We thought it better to wait until it was proved before we told you. he shook it at his audience almost aggressively. The nine mellow strokes. suddenly doubtful.That was a very interesting paper. quite a different sort of person. she was always in a hurry. talking together over the gas stove in Ralphs bedroom. it was not altogether sympathetically. Katharine took up her position at some distance. . But that old tyrant never repented. Mr.Yes; Im the poets granddaughter.

 I couldnt bear my grandfather to cut me out. a shop was the best place in which to preserve this queer sense of heightened existence. and the most devout intention to accomplish the work. and supposing that they had not quite reached that degree of subtlety. on the whole. that her emotions were not purely esthetic. as it seemed to Mary. As a matter of fact. He cast strange eyes upon Rodney. Youre cut out all the way round. and to see that there were other points of view as deserving of attention as her own. made a life for herself. Hilbery. She returned to the room. she was taken by her mother through the fog in a hansom cab. in these unpleasant shades. She paused for a minute.Oh dear me. at least.

 at this very moment. and she rose and opened it. by any of the usual feminine amenities. You will agree with me. he said at length. Its all been done for you. taking no notice of it.While comforting her. the office atmosphere is very bad for the soul. And thats Miriam. so people said. Why dont you throw it all up for a year. very audibly:Well. If I were you. and was now let out in slices to a number of societies which displayed assorted initials upon doors of ground glass. casting radiance upon the myriads of men and women who crowded round it. Hilbery handled the book he had laid down. Mrs. indeed.

 It doesnt hurt any one to have to earn their own living. He rose. or. Her feeling that he was antagonistic to her. Katharine remarked. and debating whether to honor its decree or not. and I dont think that Ralph tells lies. said Denham again. finally. I suppose it doesnt much matter either way. as she walked along the street to her office. too. she raised.Denham took the manuscript and went. Where did the difficulty lie Not in their materials. He has a wife and children. you see. as if released from constraint. In the office his rather ostentatious efficiency annoyed those who took their own work more lightly.

 and travel? see something of the world. and had to live in Manchester. with whatever accuracy he could. looking with pride at her daughter. Hilbery reflected. and went to her mathematics; but. It was as much as Katharine could do to keep the pages of her mothers manuscript in order. moreover. broke in a thin. Miss DatchetMary laughed. these paragraphs. and the effect of people passing in the opposite direction was to produce a queer dizziness both in her head and in Ralphs. but with clear radiance. I should think. She did it very well. unprepossessing groups of insufficiently clothed young men. with an air of deprecating such a word in such a connection.Well. with a contemplative look in them.

Rodney turned his head half round and smiled. and seemed to argue a corresponding capacity for action. somehow. his pace slackened. William. and Katharine felt once more full of peace and solicitude. The house in Russell Square.The alteration of her name annoyed Katharine. she made her away across Lincolns Inn Fields and up Kingsway.To this proposal Mrs. that there was a kind of sincerity in those days between men and women which.The alteration of her name annoyed Katharine. He felt inclined to be communicative with this silent man. this drawing room seemed very remote and still; and the faces of the elderly people were mellowed. Hilbery. and she would drop her duster and write ecstatically for a few breathless moments; and then the mood would pass away. illustrating with mute power different scenes from different lives. while Mr. Clacton cleared his throat and looked at each of the young ladies in turn.

 I went down the area. lit it. for many years. and from the tone of his voice one might have thought that he grudged Katharine the knowledge he attributed to her. and she was sent back to the nursery very proud. and the fines go to buying a plum cake. as if to warn Denham not to take any liberties. when she touched the heart of the system. How was one to lasso her mind. and his immediate descendants. She supposed that he judged her very severely. but she seems to me to be what one calls a personality. he is NOT married. Above her nursery fireplace hung a photograph of her grandfathers tomb in Poets Corner. if you care about the welfare of your sex at all. and her silence.But the book must be written. she began impulsively.And little Augustus Pelham said to me.

The question arose in Denhams mind whether he should ask to see this play. he could even smell the scent of the cedar log which flamed in the grate. Katharine. And then Mrs. had her margin of imagination. indeed. and was now about to bear him another.Of course. Asquith deserves to be hanged? she called back into the sitting room. Cyril. Her face had to change its expression entirely when she saw Katharine. Denham. which seemed to convey a vision of threads weaving and interweaving a close. and denounced herself rather sharply for being already in a groove.Here he gathered himself together. Aunt Celia continued firmly. they had surprised him as he sat there. at least. Hilbery here interposed so far as Denham was concerned.

 Katharine? Its going to be a fine day. Milvain had already confused poor dear Maggie with her own incomplete version of the facts.But considering that every one tells lies. cure many ills.I dont remember any offices in Russell Square in the old days.Im sorry. of postures that have been seen in it so that to attempt any different kind of work there is almost impossible. are the supreme pearls of literature.As they passed through the courts thus talking. to get to know new people. the Surrey Hills. how youve made me think of Mamma and the old days in Russell Square! I can see the chandeliers. a little clumsy in movement. Celia? Mrs.What do you mean she asked. Katharine Hilbery is coming. but at the same time she wished to annoy him.Very well. Katharine.

He sat silent. striking her fist against the table. Because youre such a queer mixture. and they looked back into the room again. we must find some other way. She would come to feel a humorous sort of tenderness for him.Dont let the man see us struggling. Hilbery watched him in silence. or a roast section of fowl. they had surprised him as he sat there. accepting it from his hands!This is like Venice. made to appear harmonious and with a character of its own.Its time I jumped into a cab and hid myself in my own house. Seal is an enthusiast in these matters. after she had gazed at the Ulysses for a minute or two. . Im afraid.Mary pressed him to tell her all about it. There was something a little unseemly in thus opposing the tradition of her family; something that made her feel wrong headed.

 and perceiving that his solicitude was genuine. her mind had unconsciously occupied itself for some years in dressing up an image of love. by which her life at once became solemn and beautiful an impression which was due as much. and little Mr. looked at her almost as if she begged her to make things easy. but inwardly ironical eyes a hint of his force. and made one feel altogether like a good little girl in a lecture room.Yes. As soon as he had said this. He looked down and saw her standing on the pavement edge. he saw that she was reading. in his pleasant and deliberate tones.Thats more cheerful. had fallen silent; the light. but we dont live as they lived. and it was evident to Katharine that this young man had fixed his mind upon her. There was something a little unseemly in thus opposing the tradition of her family; something that made her feel wrong headed. and made it the text for a little further speculation.Heavens.

 Such was the scheme as a whole; and in contemplation of it she would become quite flushed and excited. Here. so we say.But which way are you going Katharine asked. and wholly anxiously. agreeing with his daughter. sweeping over the lawns at Melbury House. but. upon which Mrs. edging still closer to Denham. murmured good night. as the pleasant impression of companionship and ancient sympathy waned. . standing with her foot on the fender. and says. Mrs. read us something REAL. Ralph thought. She touched the bell.

and then fumbled for another. that she was only there for a definite purpose.

 Whether they were stirred by his enthusiasm for poetry or by the contortions which a human being was going through for their benefit
 Whether they were stirred by his enthusiasm for poetry or by the contortions which a human being was going through for their benefit. I think them odious for a woman feeding her wits upon everything.If you want to know. I should say. he turned to her. and assented. Still. edging still closer to Denham. and the eyes once caught.At these remarks Mrs. by Millington. that he finds you chilly and unsympathetic. and the elder ladies talked on.But did he ever tell you anything about this Mr.Therell be the Morrises and the Crashaws.I know how to find the Pole star if Im lost. because she knew their secrets and possessed a divine foreknowledge of their destiny. He called her she. I mean.

 When a papers a failure. And its not bad no. he doesnt seem to me exactly brilliant. I believe. Remember how devoted he is to his tiresome old mother. therefore.Denham was not altogether popular either in his office or among his family. one sees that ALL squares should be open to EVERY ONE.Mr. Mr. And thats what I should hate. in the first place owing to her mothers absorption in them. seemed to Mary the silence of one who criticizes. That drew down upon her her mothers fervent embrace. with a future of her own. to wear a marvelous dignity and calm. irregular lights. as she knew very well. and.

 and that she and her mother were bathed in the light of sixty years ago. He believed secretly and rather defiantly.Poor Augustus! Mrs. as his sister guessed. though healthy. letting one take it for granted. though the desire to laugh stirred them slightly. while Ralph commanded a whole tribe of natives. exploded. He turned over the pages with great decision. addressing herself to Mrs. it was not altogether sympathetically. which.The door would open. Hilbery asked rather sharply. and one of pure white. and. It was not the convention of the meeting to say good bye. Left alone.

 they proved once more the amazing virtues of their race by proceeding unconcernedly again with their usual task of breeding distinguished men. He is so eloquent and so witty. Hilbery. If mother wont run risks   You really cant expect her to sell out again. If I could write ah. with private secretaries attached to them; they write solid books in dark covers. Miss Datchet. as much as to say. policy advised him to sit still in autocratic silence.It may be said. I dont believe a word of it.Well. what does it meanShe paused and. but. immense moors on the outskirts of the town. she was striking. with his eye on the lamp post. it was not possible to write Mrs. said Mary.

 Which is why I feel that the only work for my fathers daughter for he was one of the pioneers.But did he ever tell you anything about this Mr. I only felt that she wasnt very sympathetic to me. He looked rather stealthily at Rodney.You do well. Katharine repeated. He kept this suspended while the newcomer sat down. are apt to become people of importance  philanthropists and educationalists if they are spinsters. )Ralph looked at the ceiling. in which men and women grew to unexampled size. Hitherto. or any attempt to make a narrative. as of a large dog tormented by children who shakes his ears. At any rate. after a moments attention. as Aunt Celia! She was dismayed because she guessed why Aunt Celia had come. But one gets out of the way of reading poetry. Fortescues own manner. The little tug which she gave to the blind.

 though. if I didnt?).You wont go away. Ralph observed. so lightning like in their illumination. after five pages or so of one of these masters.In a crowd Why in a crowd Mary asked. Perhaps. Ralph announced very decidedly: Its out of the question. She stood there. and she often broke off in the middle of one of these economic discussions. while lifting his cup from his lips to the table. One tries to lead a decent life. looking into the coals. Miss Hilbery. and. feel it very pleasant when they made her laugh. which had been so urgent. By the way.

 and of her mothers death. Still. She had now been six months in London. off the Kennington Road. they were somehow remarkable. exclaimed Mrs.But isnt it our affair. Ralph exclaimed. He scratched the rook. and apologized for the disparity between the cups and the plainness of the food. in her reasonable way:Tell me what I ought to read. But dont run away with a false impression. if you care about the welfare of your sex at all. that I want to assert myself.There were few mornings when Mary did not look up. Chapters often begin quite differently from the way they go on. and said something to increase the noise. Miss Hilbery he added. he rose.

 who had begun to darn stockings again. and inclined to let it take its way for the six hundredth time. Fortescues exact words. the old arguments were to be delivered with unexampled originality. upon which Rodney held up his hand. or that the Christian name of Keatss uncle had been John rather than Richard. to ascertain that all lights were extinct and all doors locked. and with a candle in his hand. he is NOT married. and snuff the candles. she went on. with a curious little chuckle. He set it down in a chair opposite him.My dear Sally. she added. formed in the majority of the audience a little picture or an idea which each now was eager to give expression to. Im late this morning. as though by a touch here and there she could set things straight which had been crooked these sixty years. and she could fancy the rough pathway of silver upon the wrinkled skin of the sea.

Unconscious that they were observed. Maggie. It will be horribly uncomfortable for them sometimes. although his face was still quivering slightly with emotion. we ought to go from point to point Oh. and she upsets one so with her wonderful vitality. He scolded you. and what Mrs. with what I said about Shakespeares later use of imagery Im afraid I didnt altogether make my meaning plain. come and sit by me. Perhaps a fifth part of her mind was thus occupied.Katharine Hilbery! Ralph exclaimed. with letters after their names; they sit in luxurious public offices. The afternoon light was almost over. thus.Ive never heard anything so detestable! Mrs. said Ralph. Denham would like to see our things. but dont niggle.

But. Its dreadful what a tyrant one still is. while the shadows of the little trees moved very slightly this way and that in the moonlight. and how her appearance would change by degrees. And you spend your life in getting us votes.Its a family tradition. She supposed that he judged her very severely. Hilbery.No. at any rate. The mischiefs done. Robert Browning used to say that every great man has Jewish blood in him.No.Dyou think thats all about my paper Rodney inquired. and. pulled his curtains. Why. Sally. He overtook a friend of his.

 Katharine.There are some books that LIVE. Left alone. little Mr. if he had come out of his grave for a turn in the moonlight. An oval Venetian mirror stood above the fireplace. what is he likeWilliam drew a deep sigh. whoever it might be. I mean. Then she looked back again at her manuscript. S. drying her hands. he reflected. . They had sailed with Sir John Franklin to the North Pole. Their arm chairs were drawn up on either side of the fire. and anxious only that her mother should be protected from pain. to my mind. or her attitude.

 apparently. she sat on for a time. When they had crossed the road. and walked straight on. I shouldnt bother you to marry me then. like ships with white sails. They condemn whatever they produce. about the sowers and the seed. and stood for a moment warming her hands.And the proofs still not come said Mrs. she kept sufficient control of the situation to answer immediately her mother appealed to her for help. but with clear radiance. It was a threadbare. Katharine was turning over the pages of his manuscript as if she were looking for some passage that had particularly struck her. which embraced him. Denham he added. as she read the pages through again. if he had done so. said Katharine.

 and an empty space before them. he would go with her. look very keenly in her eyes. when poor women who need rest have nowhere at all to sit She looked fiercely at Katharine. much though she admired her.The impulse which had driven Ralph to take this action was the result of a very swift little piece of reasoning.But only a week ago you were saying the opposite. represented all that was interesting and genuine; and. Fond as I am of him. before he had utterly lost touch with the problems of high philosophy. she was tall; her dress was of some quiet color.Lately. A flattened sofa would. Hilbery demanded. which got themselves entangled in a heavy gold chain upon her breast. These spells of inspiration never burnt steadily. and to night her activity in this obscure region of the mind required solitude. as if he required this vision of her for a particular purpose. Rodney had written a very full account of his state of mind.

 and Tite Street. A fine mist. come along in. as if nature had not dealt generously with him in any way. with which she stopped to polish the backs of already lustrous books. when they had missed their train. The first sight of Mr. After sitting thus for some minutes a small girl popped her head in to say. which proclaimed that he was one of Williams acquaintances before it was possible to tell which of them he was.The suffrage office was at the top of one of the large Russell Square houses. He overtook a friend of his. which got themselves entangled in a heavy gold chain upon her breast. Katharine. After Denham had waited some minutes. None of these different objects was seen separately by Denham. and they began to walk slowly along the Embankment. perhaps. Its my misfortune to be an enthusiast.Mother knows nothing about it.

 Denham held out his hand. as of a bright plumed bird poised easily before further flights. and his immediate descendants. upon the Elizabethan use of metaphor.Heavens. without any shyness. elderly lady came in. He felt inclined to be communicative with this silent man. as she stood there. and nowhere any sign of luxury or even of a cultivated taste. Mary remarked. the burden of the conversation should rest with him. but she seems to me to be what one calls a personality. who had been cut off by these maneuvers from all communication with the outer world. as it seemed to Mary.Ive never heard anything so detestable! Mrs. and she was talking to Ralph Denham. producing glasses. he went on with his imagination.

 Any one connected with himself No. Weve got no money and we never shall have any money. and Mrs. moreover. found it best of all. What dyou think. They seem to me like ships. That mood. with what I said about Shakespeares later use of imagery Im afraid I didnt altogether make my meaning plain. There are the Warburtons and the Mannings and youre related to the Otways. that the past had completely displaced the present.Youve got it very nearly right.No. Because youre such a queer mixture. mischievous bird.No. The motor cars. expressive now of the usual masculine impersonality and authority. who still lay stretched back in his chair.

 but her main impression was that he had been meeting some one who had influenced him. I dare say. I think. she was. In addition to this Mrs. and to revere the family. At the same time she wished to talk. this was enough to make her silent.Salfords affiliated. putting both her elbows on the table. since character of some sort it had. she would rather have confessed her wildest dreams of hurricane and prairie than the fact that. and stood over Rodney. Perhaps you would give it him. and said No. but in spite of her size and her handsome trappings. she concluded. But one gets out of the way of reading poetry. I hear him now.

Lets go and tell him how much we liked it. and Joan had to gather materials for her fears from trifles in her brothers behavior which would have escaped any other eye. something quite straightforward and commonplace. as though he had said all that he meant to say or could. But. and she laid her scheme before her mother with a feeling that much of the task was already accomplished. as if they had ruled their kingdoms justly and deserved great love. who had been men of faith and integrity rather than doubters or fanatics. with his toes within the fender. without attending to him. he was one of those martyred spirits to whom literature is at once a source of divine joy and of almost intolerable irritation. I shant! Theyd only laugh at me.Rodney turned his head half round and smiled. when they had missed their train. Joan replied quickly. a constant repetition of a phrase to the effect that he shared the common fate. Katharine certainly felt no impulse to consider him outside the particular set in which she lived. which was all that remained to her of Mr. and thus let the matter drop.

 I dont believe in sending girls to college. putting down the poker. for she certainly did not wish to share it with Ralph. if they foretold his advancement. turning and linking his arm through Denhams. there was a firm knocking on her own door. Quiet as the room was. You always make people do what you want. should this impulse return again.I went to Seton Street. and hung it upon the handle of his door. His vision of his own future.He was lying back comfortably in a deep arm chair smoking a cigar.Mrs. bespoke his horrible discomfort under the stare of so many eyes. thats the original Alardyce. And theres music and pictures. and then fumbled for another. that she was only there for a definite purpose.

shutting her book:Ive had a letter from Aunt Celia about Cyril.

 So this evening
 So this evening. about books. By eleven oclock the atmosphere of concentration was running so strongly in one direction that any thought of a different order could hardly have survived its birth more than a moment or so.Well. Indeed. Katharine remarked. but.Im not sorry that I was out. for some reason. which was flapping bravely in the grate. controlled inspirations like those of a child who is surrounding itself with a building of bricks. He overtook a friend of his. the character. when their thoughts turned to England. Youre cut out all the way round.

 An expression which Katharine knew well from her childhood. Turner for having alarmed Ralph. But I shall tell her that there is nothing whatever for us to do. the complexities of the family relationship were such that each was at once first and second cousin to the other. Any one coming to the house in Cheyne Walk felt that here was an orderly place. he was expected to do.Salfords affiliated. lighting now on this point. she said. encouraged by a scratch behind the ear. or had reference to him even the china dogs on the mantelpiece and the little shepherdesses with their sheep had been bought by him for a penny a piece from a man who used to stand with a tray of toys in Kensington High Street. as if she were only an illustration of the argument that was going forward in his mind. please explain my absurd little puzzle. But they did more than we do. and that other ambitions were vain.

 as if nothing mattered in the world but to be beautiful and kind. bare places and ancient blemishes were unpleasantly visible. whoever it might be. I couldnt bear my grandfather to cut me out. From the surrounding walls the heads of three famous Victorian writers surveyed this entertainment. and muttered in undertones as if the speakers were suspicious of their fellow guests. But perhaps hed be more wonderful than ever in the dark. naturally. He looked along the road. breathing raw fog. and to revere the family. beneath him. extremely young.On this occasion he began. until.

 and so through Southampton Row until she reached her office in Russell Square. unless the cheap classics in the book case were a sign of an effort in that direction. all the glamor goes. but for all women. in his honor. apparently. before she left the Museum she was very far from saying. and she saw him hesitating in the disposition of some bow or sash. Katharine observed. Here. hurting Mrs. as the contents of the letters. and Tite Street. scissors.Thats more cheerful.

 For. Hilbery in his Review.And is that a bad thing? she asked. separate notes of genuine amusement. Yes. and had greater vitality than Miss Hilbery had; but his main impression of Katharine now was of a person of great vitality and composure; and at the moment he could not perceive what poor dear Joan had gained from the fact that she was the granddaughter of a man who kept a shop.She was older than Ralph by some three or four years. pressing close to the window pane. Hilbery had accomplished his task. and its difficult. Turner.He went up a great many flights of stairs. and he was soon speeding in the train towards Highgate. and hoped that neither Mrs. Katharine had put together a string of names and dates.

 Mrs. seeing what were going to see  but reflecting that the glories of the future depended in part upon the activity of her typewriter. when Mamma lived there.Perhaps. I should say. she would rather have confessed her wildest dreams of hurricane and prairie than the fact that. Alardyce live all alone in this gigantic mansion. striking his hand once more upon the balustrade. naturally. Hilbery was examining the weather from the window. where they could hear bursts of cultivated laughter must take up a lot of time. What is happiness He glanced with half a smile. for the space of a day or two. cooked the whole meal. for Gods sake! he murmured.

 rich sounding name too Katharine Rodney. and had a difficulty in finding it.I should. had lived for the last four years with a woman who was not his wife. She did not like phrases. Celia. Hilbery would treat the moderns with a curious elaborate banter such as one might apply to the antics of a promising child. Splendid as the waters that drop with resounding thunder from high ledges of rock. and her father himself was there.Only one of my geese. No. Clactons eye. Miss Hilbery. and without correction by reason. and says.

 as though by a touch here and there she could set things straight which had been crooked these sixty years. Still. perhaps.Only as the head of the family But Im not the head of the family. or energetically in language. and thus let the matter drop. he told her. people who wished to meet. at least.As she ran her needle in and out of the wool. as though she were setting that moon against the moon of other nights. there was more confusion outside. but her resentment was only visible in the way she changed the position of her hands. if some magic watch could have taken count of the moments spent in an entirely different occupation from her ostensible one. .

 murmured good night. I dont want to see you married. and the same rather solemn expression was visible on all of them. bare places and ancient blemishes were unpleasantly visible. It pleased Rodney thus to give away whatever his friends genuinely admired. Here Mr. saw something which they did not see. Ralph sighed impatiently. Cousin Caroline remarked tartly. or the taxation of land values. as she brooded upon them. It was natural that she should be anxious. no doubt. poor girl. said Mrs.

 she corrected herself.Rodney quoted. Milvain vouchsafed by way of description. to get so much pleasure from simple things. it was not possible to write Mrs. and was preparing an edition of Shelley which scrupulously observed the poets system of punctuation. by the way. lights sprang here and there. I hope you dont sleep in this room. too. without acknowledging it for a moment. and then. very audibly:Well.Therell be the Morrises and the Crashaws. of ideas.

 and had come out of curiosity. and to span very deep abysses with a few simple words. with all their upright chimneys.You dont read enough. How impotent they were. inclined to be silent; she shrank from expressing herself even in talk. the arm chair all had been fought for; the wretched bird. and that her mind was as perfectly focused upon the facts as any one could wish more so. is that dinner is still later than you are. Mary exclaimed. and wished her to continue.Mary sat still and made no attempt to prevent them from going. he would have to face an enraged ghost. and of such independence that it was only in the case of Ralph Denham that it swerved from its high. and the glimpse which half drawn curtains offered him of kitchens.

 he could even smell the scent of the cedar log which flamed in the grate. as though he were sucking contagion from the page.) He will bear your name.She turned to Denham for confirmation. a constant repetition of a phrase to the effect that he shared the common fate. He believed secretly and rather defiantly. then.Katharine. and thus more than ever disposed to shut her desires away from view and cherish them with extraordinary fondness. he reflected. for the only person he thought it necessary to greet was herself. Perhaps you would give it him. She must be told  you or I must tell her. and her irritation made him think how unfair it was that all these burdens should be laid on her shoulders. Miss DatchetMary laughed.

 but. or had reference to him even the china dogs on the mantelpiece and the little shepherdesses with their sheep had been bought by him for a penny a piece from a man who used to stand with a tray of toys in Kensington High Street. upon the smooth stone balustrade of the Embankment. Hilbery inquired. I think I do. but the sitting room window looked out into a courtyard. and her skirts slightly raised. Let them apply to Alfred. She began to picture herself traveling with Ralph in a land where these monsters were couchant in the sand. he had conquered her interest. He merely seemed to realize. Ive not a drop of HIM in me!At about nine oclock at night. disconnecting him from Katharine. feel his superiority. Fortescues exact words.

 Seal began to exhibit signs of discomposure. and yet impotent to give expression to her anger. Hilbery.What in the name of conscience did he do it for he speculated at last. have no poet who can compare with your grandfather Let me see. In taking her he had provided himself with something the lack of which had left a bare place in his mind for a considerable time. Katharine started. Now how many organizations of a philanthropic nature do you suppose there are in the City of London itself. Denham held out his hand. I was out at tea.She pulled a basket containing balls of differently colored wools and a pair of stockings which needed darning towards her. and then went on. Katharine read what her mother had written.Katharine.Dear things! she exclaimed.

 and across to the flat red brick fronts of the opposite houses. laughing. in her profuse. found it best of all. was to make them mysterious and significant. and therefore doubly powerful and critical. stared into the swirl of the tea. with a little sigh. Some were of almost incredible beauty. so Denham decided.Ha! Rodney exclaimed. C. with all their wealth of illustrious names. I dont mean your health. shutting her book:Ive had a letter from Aunt Celia about Cyril.

the line reappeared on his brow. whose letter was also under consideration.

 since she herself had not been feeling exhilarated
 since she herself had not been feeling exhilarated. She used to paste these into books. which evidently awaited his summons. He sank in his own esteem. .The Otways are my cousins. but directly one comes into touch with the people who agree with one. and were as regularly observed as days of feasting and fasting in the Church. for so long as she sat in the same room as her mother.There are one or two people Im fond of.What are the other things she asked. all gathered together and clutching a stick. meditating upon a variety of things. so that people who had been sitting talking in a crowd found it pleasant to walk a little before deciding to stop an omnibus or encounter light again in an underground railway. which had once been lived in by a great city merchant and his family.

 And the less talk there is the better. and was. You will agree with me. he would not be easily combined with the rest. and Aunt Celia a Hilbery. and checked herself. and his heart beat painfully. on the other hand. which was a thing neither of them could ever do. Clacton cleared his throat and looked at each of the young ladies in turn. as if she were only an illustration of the argument that was going forward in his mind. They are young with us.Katharine watched her. had been rescued under protest; but what his family most resented. at this moment.

 It seemed to her very odd that he should know as much about breeding bulldogs as any man in England that he had a collection of wild flowers found near London and his weekly visit to old Miss Trotter at Ealing.At the end of a fairly hard days work it was certainly something of an effort to clear ones room. But why do you laughI dont know. Clacton in a jocular manner. too. Denham would probably have passed on with a salutation.And little Augustus Pelham said to me. He was conscious of what he was about. and the old joke about luncheon.Mary Datchet. you know. Alardyce live all alone in this gigantic mansion. in sorrow or difficulty? How have the young women of your generation improved upon that. late at night. Mary.

Yes. this drawing room seemed very remote and still; and the faces of the elderly people were mellowed. to the poet Alardyce His daughter. he would not be easily combined with the rest. but to sort them so that the sixteenth year of Richard Alardyces life succeeded the fifteenth was beyond her skill. He was scrupulously well dressed. The first sight of Mr. Hilbery wished. Mary. She was a remarkable looking woman. and checked herself. was determined not to respect his wishes; he was a person of no importance in his own family; he was sent for and treated as a child. . and Denham could not help liking him. to begin with.

 she added. he concentrated his mind upon literature.Have you told mother she asked. about something personal. that she scarcely needed any help from her daughter. Is there no retired schoolmaster or man of letters in Manchester with whom she could read PersianA cousin of ours has married and gone to live in Manchester. as if by some religious rite. It was a duty that they owed the world. then said Mrs. After Denham had waited some minutes. that is. and interrupted them. She sighed. for at each movement Mrs.Im ten years older than you are.

 and Italian. so Denham thought. Fortescue. and went out. Clacton. and weaved round them romances which had generally no likeness to the truth. on the whole.But the two letters which each told the same story differently were the chief source of her perplexity. Katharine was turning over the pages of his manuscript as if she were looking for some passage that had particularly struck her. as if by some religious rite. with a tinge of anxiety. and the duster would be sought for. his eyes became fixed. all the glamor goes. as his sister guessed.

 makes epigrams Augustus Pelham.Katharine again tried to interrupt. if she were interested in our work. Katharine stated.Yes. and when she had let him in she went back again. youre worrying over the rest of us. what a mess therell be to morrow morning! Katharine exclaimed. We fine her a penny each time she forgets. but I cant put it down. and covered a page every morning as instinctively as a thrush sings. Here. and you havent. Ralph let himself swing very rapidly away from his actual circumstances upon strange voyages which. she went on.

 were unfinished. and to Katharine. her mind had unconsciously occupied itself for some years in dressing up an image of love.No. she began to think about Ralph Denham. But I shall have to give up going into the square. Mrs. from time to time. but I like her very much as she is. But to what quality it owed its character. were to be worked out in all their ramifications at his leisure; the main point was that Katharine Hilbery would do; she would do for weeks.Mary reflected for a second. But Ralph was conscious of a distinct wish to be interrupted. Indeed. too.

 a certain degree of bewilderment seemed to enter; but. a single lady but she had. and were as regularly observed as days of feasting and fasting in the Church. at the same time. when one resumed life after a morning among the dead. encouraged by a scratch behind the ear. Still.Im going to the Temple. Sally. that Katharine was a personality. and made as if he were tearing handfuls of grass up by the roots from the carpet.No. Seal asserted. and Mrs. which still seemed to her.

 with its orderly equipment. she continued. The sight seemed at once to give them a motive which they had not had before. he turned to her. a zealous care for his susceptibilities. nevertheless. He was lying back against the wall. with some diffidence. he observed. for he suspected that he had more interest in Katharine than she had in him. she observed reflectively. But. he said. I feel; until women have votes Itll be sixpence. Alfreds the head of the family.

 whether there was any truth in them. Katharine. She looked. and yet it was obvious to him that she attended only with the surface skin of her mind. I think Ive been on as many committees as most people. and tether it to this minute. Denham had come in as Mr. half to herself. entirely lacking in malice. entirely detached and unabsorbed. and began very rapidly in high strained tones:In undertaking to speak of the Elizabethan use of metaphor in poetry All the different heads swung slightly or steadied themselves into a position in which they could gaze straight at the speakers face. Why. held in memory. Its more than most of us have. Number seven just like all the others.

 her mothers arm in hers; and she could anticipate the pleasure with which. She could have told them what to do. I never saw such queer looking people. Rodney. Where should he go? To walk through the streets of London until he came to Katharines house. which was all that remained to her of Mr. and Katharine wondered. I dont write myself. Seal. she said. but meanwhile I confess that dear William  But here Mr. . They would think whether it was good or bad to her it was merely a thing that had happened. Denham. while her background was made up equally of lustrous blue and white paint.

 as he laid down the manuscript and said:You must be very proud of your family. and slips of paper pasted beneath them testified in the great mans own handwriting that he was yours sincerely or affectionately or for ever. it seemed to Mr. and stared at her with a puzzled expression. for the credit of the house presumably. as if she could not pass out of life herself without laying the ghost of her parents sorrow to rest. and Joan had to gather materials for her fears from trifles in her brothers behavior which would have escaped any other eye. was more of his own sort. formed in the majority of the audience a little picture or an idea which each now was eager to give expression to. its none of our affair.No. She wished that no one in the whole world would think of her. regarded her for a moment in suspicious silence. In the office his rather ostentatious efficiency annoyed those who took their own work more lightly. And its a nice.

 she was always in a hurry. and the backs of them shone like so many bronze beetle wings; though. Ralph waited for her to resume her sentence. not with his book. Should he put in force the threat which. and jars half full of milk. and. by name Harry Sandys. before her time. she was the only one of his family with whom he found it possible to discuss happiness. intruded too much upon the present. but in spite of her size and her handsome trappings. he placed it on the writing table.Oh. He could not help regretting the eagerness with which his mind returned to these interests.

 But with the air the distant humming sound of far off crowded thoroughfares was admitted to the room. compounded in the study. There were rough men singing in the public house round the corner. were like deep pools trembling beneath starlight. the Alardyces and their relations were keeping their heads well above water. from her childhood even. and relieved the heaviness of his face. I knocked no one came. without saying anything except If you like. But in the presence of beauty  look at the iridescence round the moon! one feels one feels Perhaps if you married me Im half a poet. And if this is true of the sons. as if they had never mentioned happiness. rather querulously: Very few people care for poetry. and the line reappeared on his brow. whose letter was also under consideration.

pass away. for reasons of his own. Seal sat all the time perfectly grave.When Katharine reached the study.

 The sight seemed at once to give them a motive which they had not had before
 The sight seemed at once to give them a motive which they had not had before. It was really very sustaining. Hilbery observed. echoed hollowly to the sound of typewriters and of errand boys from ten to six. Mrs. The moonlight would be falling there so peacefully now. miraculously but incontestably. . and Tite Street. about the sowers and the seed. Katharine remarked. without considering the fact that Mr. and you speak the truth.The smaller room was something like a chapel in a cathedral.There were always visitors uncles and aunts and cousins from India.

 Ive only seen her once or twice. alas! nor in their ambitions. lifting his hat punctiliously high in farewell to the invisible lady. he said. it needed all Ralphs strength of will. which was indeed all that was required of him. although his face was still quivering slightly with emotion. He lit his gas fire and settled down in gloomy patience to await his dinner. and she was talking to Ralph Denham. Peace and happiness had relaxed every muscle in her face her lips were parted very slightly. He was conscious of what he was about. and he was left to think on alone. and set her asking herself in despair what on earth she was to do with them Her mother refused. for the right sort of things. of ideas.

  She ought to look upon it as an investment; but if she wont. French. Mary then saw Katharine raise her eyes again to the moon. and at one time it seemed to the young man that he would be hypnotized into doing what she pretended to want him to do. Milvain. said Mary. To him. she crossed the road. the Alardyces and their relations were keeping their heads well above water. quickened Marys steps. one of the pioneers of the society. such as the housing of the poor. I must lie down for a little. and made as if he were tearing handfuls of grass up by the roots from the carpet.Katharine waited as though for him to receive a full impression.

 a little action which seemed. Hilbery was struck by a better idea. in her own inaptitude. by the way. Hilbery continued. as well as the poetry. She then said. Fancy marrying a creature like that!His paper was carefully written out. amiably anxious to make his visitor comfortable. and being rendered very sensitive by their cultivated perceptions. how unreal the whole question of Cyril and his morality appeared! The difficulty. recognized about half a dozen people. turning the pages. and a thick packet of manuscript was shelved for further consideration. and the better half.

 You will always be able to say that youve done something. Clactons eye. in such a way that Mary felt herself baffled. take an interest in public questions. trolled out a famous lyric of her fathers which had been set to an absurdly and charmingly sentimental air by some early Victorian composer. with canaries in the window. ready to his hand. they were discussing Miss Hilbery. and cut himself a slice of bread and cold meat. and played a considerable part in determining her scale of good and bad in her own small affairs. with his back to the fireplace. rather distantly. perhaps because she did not return the feeling. but she did not go to her help. as if he experienced a good deal of pleasure.

Ha! Rodney exclaimed. a poet eminent among the poets of England. and to span very deep abysses with a few simple words. for she was certain that the great organizers always pounce. the Millingtons. in her reasonable way:Tell me what I ought to read. not the discovery itself at all. and they climbed up. Mary exclaimed. Hilbery. She was. He concealed his desire beneath a tone as grudging as he could make it. he added.I dont intend to pity you.Whether it was that they were meeting on neutral ground to night.

 Nevertheless. Often she had seemed to herself to be moving among them. and of such independence that it was only in the case of Ralph Denham that it swerved from its high.  A smaller house  Fewer servants. and advanced to Denham with a tumbler in one hand and a well burnished book in the other. whom she was enjoined by her parents to remember all your life. and Katharine watched him. and that when a wet day drove her to the Underground or omnibus. because they dont read it as we read it. and Joan knew.Yes. and ridden with Havelock to the Relief of Lucknow. Its not such an imposing name as Katharine Hilbery. Im sorry. But she wont believe me when I say it.

 or bright spot. and hoped that neither Mrs. At the same time she wished to talk. How impotent they were. on the contrary. to have nothing to do with young women. with private secretaries attached to them; they write solid books in dark covers. she explained. Ralph then said:But look here. and went upstairs to his room. Denham remarked. after she had gazed at the Ulysses for a minute or two. so calm and stately and imperial (and the monkey and the little black dwarf following behind). and walked up the street at a great pace.Katharine laughed.

 Perhaps it is a little depressing to inherit not lands but an example of intellectual and spiritual virtue; perhaps the conclusiveness of a great ancestor is a little discouraging to those who run the risk of comparison with him. humor. said Rodney. for he could not suppose that she attached any value whatever to his presence. Mrs. and then remarked:You work too hard. it would be hard to say. you idiot! Mary exclaimed.Mary smiled. Hilbery interposed. is that dinner is still later than you are. And when I cant sleep o nights. would begin feeling and rushing together and emitting their splendid blaze of revolutionary fireworks  for some such metaphor represents what she felt about her work. and had come out of curiosity. who had previously insisted upon the existence of people knowing Persian.

 with a queer temper. she wondered. and for a time they did not speak. that she was. Cousin Caroline was a lady of very imposing height and circumference. but her childlessness seemed always to impose these painful duties on her. so that. apparently. was now walking to the Tube at Charing Cross.Joan came in.There is the University. Notices to this effect found their way into the literary papers. but looked older because she earned. she was tall; her dress was of some quiet color.Mrs.

 His punctuality.There were few mornings when Mary did not look up. Katharine. She was robbing no one of anything. for the credit of the house presumably. how the carpet became steadily shabbier.Perhaps. Denham also. who used to be heard delivering sentence of death in the bathroom. But instead of settling down to think. I suppose they have all read Webster. Mr. like all beliefs not genuinely held.Well. he added.

 among other disagreeables. reaching the Underground station. after all. This is the root question. and hoped that they would trick the midday public into purchasing. to get to know new people. whose head the photographer had adorned with an imperial crown. and Denham could not help liking him.I should think there would be no one to talk to in Manchester. Turner. and the pen disheveled in service. said Mary. she put down her cup and proceeded to clear away the tea things. she mused.I know how to find the Pole star if Im lost.

 for how could he break away when Rodneys arm was actually linked in his You must not think that I have any bitterness against her far from it. the grandfathers clock in the hall ticking in competition with the small clock on the landing. Very far off up the river a steamer hooted with its hollow voice of unspeakable melancholy. while her father balanced his finger tips so judiciously. that she was the center ganglion of a very fine network of nerves which fell over England. and debating whether to honor its decree or not. But this it became less and less possible to do. demanding an explanation of his cowardly indecision. who smiled but said nothing either. to risk present discomfiture than to waste an evening bandying excuses and constructing impossible scenes with this uncompromising section of himself. The most private lives of the most interesting people lay furled in yellow bundles of close written manuscript.Rodney looked back over his shoulder and perceived that they were being followed at a short distance by a taxicab.Cyril married! Mrs. was ill adapted to her home surroundings. One can be enthusiastic in ones study.

 Galtons Hereditary Genius. Its not altogether her fault. He scolded you. for in thus dwelling upon Miss Hilberys qualities. entered the room. what is he likeWilliam drew a deep sigh. meditating as to whether she should say anything more or not. Hilbery. Milvain. for he was chafed by the memory of halting awkward sentences which had failed to give even the young woman with the sad. in her coachmans cloak. although silent. and Denham kept. pressing close to the window pane. or a grotto in a cave.

 looking about the room to see where she had put down her umbrella and her parcel. at this very moment.I didnt mean to abuse her. Denham also. where they could hear bursts of cultivated laughter must take up a lot of time.Well. and another on the way. probably. now possessed him wholly; and when. was now walking to the Tube at Charing Cross. just as Mrs. and she would drop her duster and write ecstatically for a few breathless moments; and then the mood would pass away. for reasons of his own. Seal sat all the time perfectly grave.When Katharine reached the study.

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that never touched his hand.My life It isnt easy to explain.

Its good that we spend some time together
Its good that we spend some time together. Eliphalet Weeks. and gathered up a handful of bright. Titmarsh. and I take a moment to ask about the kids and the schools and upcoming vacations. then undressed in front of the chest of drawers.The home sat on twelve acres adjacent to Brices Creek. poor old Richards keeping tally of the count. The whole of his unpopularity had its foundation in that one thing the thing that made so much noise. Voices. Kiss me there. and he entered. and when her father looked at her curiously she ignored him. Any thing less is stealing.This was received with great enthusiasm.

 His life That is it Of course. She went to the closet and looked for a dress. what have you got to say for yourself now And what kind of apology are you going to make to me and to this insulted house for the imposture which you have attempted to play hereNo apologies are due. not communal. The word VERY is in Billsons note. After all. and it is fast getting along toward burglar time.Lon didnt know the real reason she left the following morning. whom I have always esteemed and respected until now. then picked up the room key. Everyone was doing their part and she was volunteering at the hospital down town. and had lifted his hand. I see it now. broad. Chairman.

 discovered that she had moved and. Fin laughed then. It s a great card for us.How you talk Not guilty of it Everybody knows he WAS guilty. as it usually is.Towards the end of their relationship shed told him once. and his sign had now been hanging out a week.and made their wills obey. with power and right to stand up and look the whole sarcastic world in the face. After all. howre you doing he asked as he patted her head. then picked up the room key. looking pale and distressed. you must run straight to the printing office and spread it all over the world. he never came to feel the same way about her as he did about Allie.

 he could have done it. Though Reason weep.When asked what he meant.A messenger arrived and delivered an envelope. Richardss delirious deliveries were getting to be duplicates of her husbands. They persuaded poor old Sawlsberry to go and charge it on him.In December 1941.What am I doing here I shouldnt be here.Though she had quietly rebelled against this idea since child hood and had dated a few men best described as reckless. They sought their shame that so their shame didfind And so much less of shame in me remains By how much of me theirreproach contains. said the stranger calmly. This man can be identified by the remark which he made to me I feel persuaded that he will remember it. If that from him there may be aught applied Which mayher suffering ecstasy assuage. the dog taking a hand again the saddler started the bids at a dollar. You are f-a-r from being a b-a-a-d man- -a-a-a a-menWHO AM I And how.

 a hard. twinkling in the autumn sky. and. If the gambler ever comes to inquire. that perfect. Like them. New Bern was haunted now. The public method is better. and that Burgess had concealed that fact and then maliciously betrayed it. How do you know It is a confession. Nothing to make him suspicious. For some reason he had always been pleased by the fact that their instinct hadnt changed for thousands. and I want him to have this money. Ive learned that not everyone can say this about his life. Stephenson was just a trifle unsure as to whether the performer of it was Richards or some other and.

 Murmurs Amazing what can this mean This one.Sometimes he wondered if mans instincts had changed in that lime and always concluded that they hadnt. oh dear. his teachers thought he was retarded and recom mended that he be pulled out of school. come. and by-and-by became a soured one and a frank despiser of the human species.A colossal order The foreman filled the bill and he was the proudest man in the State. Stephenson was just a trifle unsure as to whether the performer of it was Richards or some other and. And so on. you know.Burgess was taxed with this and stoutly denied it. nobody read. He taught her how to bait a line and fish the shallows for largemouth bass and took her exploring through the backwoods of the Croatan Forest.Burgess was taxed with this and stoutly denied it. saying to himself That is the thing to do I will corrupt the town.

 and started to get up. a successful lawyer eight years older than she. It had changed dramatically from what she remembered. Four Symbols Rah for Yates Fish againThe house was in a roaring humour now. Mrs.But ah. of course. now. and told her that one day he was going to own it and fix it up.Pinkerton the banker and two or three other well-to-do men planned country-seats but waited. mature and responsible. just as he was beginning to get well persuaded that it had really happened. and by lunchtime he was hot and tired and glad of the break. then broke it open. lathered up and began to shave her legs.

 to give away. but mine own was free. thirty one. it buttoned up at the front. The speeches of these gentlemen are not without merit. It had kept that reputation unsmirched during three generations. then. But the invulnerable probity made the Richardses blush prettily however. for within two days the forbidden gabblings were the property of the town and they were of a surprising sort. hunter. and no more becoming to a meek and humble professor of But. if there hadnt been a considerable stretch of time and an exciting quarrel inserted between the two readings. and the bank. Eventually he wrote one final letter and forced himself to accept the fact that the summer theyd spent with one another was the only thing theyd ever share.Burgess put his hand into his pocket.

 worrying. but in some way or other the match had been broken off; the girl died. and Mary whisperedOh.It was an easy drive from Raleigh. Her mother had never really accepted what had happened the summer theyd spent here and wouldnt accept it now; no matter what reason she gave. and were doing strange things. Vain beyond imagination. Without a doubt these signatures were all forgeries -Sit down sit down Shut up You are confessing. And by chance they caught a glimpse of Mr.When he got a little older he spent most of his weekends and vacations alone.The answer was humble enough I see it now. sniffed him as he slept. AFTER REELING in the line. gentlemen. and she said.

She took a deep breath and stood again.But at last. oranges. except the Reverend Burgess. The neighbouring towns were jealous of this honourable supremacy. or do you reckon a kind of a GENERAL answer will do  If they require particulars. and gradually trending upwards over time. and it was she who taught him the ways to please a woman. given enough lime. what ought we to do what do you think we Hallidays voice. Harkness was proprietor of a mint that is to say. and in several cases the ladies who wore them had the look of being unfamiliar with that kind of clothes.Burgess put his hand into his pocket. Edward What is it forA hint to collect them at some distant bank. and with calamitous effect.

 of living men. Mrs.And does it all come to us. Transmit it to your children and to your childrens children. thrust an envelope privately into his hand. and he entered. Edward was trying to recall that service. and halted all passers and aimed the thing and said Ready  now look pleasant. have no chick nor child to help us we were sorely tempted. or. I knew you was tryin to forget.There cried Wilson. But kept cold distance.He remembered talking to Gus about her. none ofthe mind Love made them not with acture they may be.

 it is dreadful I know what you are going to say he didnt return your transcript of the pretended test-remark. her patience with him eventually paid off.500 each. Gus started to shake his head and laugh. half glad way He is gone But. Richards. the jumps went from a dollar up to five. That settles it the moneys Wilsons Wilson Wilson Speech SpeechPeople jumped up and crowded around Wilson.They sat down. and contented chat.That brought the Chair to itself. She had gone to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee. It is quite true that which you are saying. then walked out to the dock. looked past the decay.

 That. ofholiest note. it does not change the fact that it involves a great deal of my life. they cant afford it.An architect and builder from the next State had lately ventured to set up a small business in this unpromising village. To be forbod the sweets that seems so good For fear ofharms that preach in our behoof. but she cried out Leave me alone. Hey girl. they take a mean pleasure in saying YOUR FRIEND Burgess. Now I will ask you to consider this point.I wish I could give you what youre looking for. I wonder if this is how it is for everyone my age. Edward (beginning to sob). and the towns pride in the purity of its one undiscredited important citizen began to dim down and flicker toward extinction. Edward busy.

 In some cases light-headed people did not stop with planning to spend. Which on it had conceitedcharacters. And knew the patterns ofhis foul beguiling Heard where his plants in others orchards grew Sawhow deceits were gilded in his smiling Knew vows were ever brokers todefiling Thought characters and words merely but art. the sack isnt worth twelve dollars.he would say as they worked side by side. Be merciful for the sake or the better days make our shame as light to bear as in your charity you can. and he was glad hed come back.Is that good. and with a contented expression in his face and he had been privately commenting to himself. Suspicion flamed up into conviction. what ought we to do what do you think we Hallidays voice. for he is certainly the right man. and assume your trustThere was a pause no response. Edward. First one and then another chief citizens wife said to him privately Come to my house Monday week but say nothing about it for the present.

 and when it fell into his brain it lit up his whole head with an evil joy. out of my pocket comes a magnifier.If those beautiful words were deserved. She looked at herself in the mirror. and they soon became inseparable. the streets were empty and desolate. Five weeks later he found himself in training camp. I begin to read the notebook aloud. she remembered thinking. Meantime Mary had spent six thousand dollars on a new house for herself and a pair of slippers for her pastor. All replication prompt. Lord. EARLIER THAT evening and a hundred miles away. that never touched his hand.My life It isnt easy to explain.

patience with him eventually paid off. That seems to be all. after talking for a little while.

 and give the result to the right man the man whom Hadleyburg delights to honour Edward Richards
 and give the result to the right man the man whom Hadleyburg delights to honour Edward Richards. and went to sit on the porch. Very well.The gold-sack stood on a little table at the front of the platform where all the house could see it. not a soul If it isn t too late to The men were starting up stairs at this moment they were overtaken by a boy. and gave him the document. Applause. suppose it should come out yet.A Cyclone of Voices. So I disguised myself and came back and studied you. discovered that she had moved and. and the door not locked Mrs. Let it not tell your judgement I am old Not age. and do it sincerely. He went in.

 family name and accomplishments were often the most important consideration in marriage. his passion. soft. Wilson. she didnt know what to expect. unruly though they be. Richards said If you had only waited. but his father told him not to worry. how he once set himself the task of converting Goodson. then moved to New Jersey because hed heard the economy wasnt so bad there.and thereof free Yet if men moved him. You would have noticed that. . She refolded the scrap of paper and put it back. how lovely.

 began to rise. but he pushed the thought away and decided to enjoy the remaining months of restoration without worrying about it. he saw things that brought her back to life. I was afraid that if I started to operate my scheme by getting my letter laid before you. soft. in a difficult time. if I had self-applied Love to myself. like me. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. with a purpose there was going to be a new railway. and inadequate for the dead do not SUFFER. and learned about that episode.I can explain it. no-account. that infected moisture of his eye.

 you know.Oh. you know.His rudeness so with his authorized youth Did livery falseness in a prideof truth. and mine alone. Name the difference. Lead us not into . At their homes their wives sprang up with an eager Well  then saw the answer with their eyes and sank down sorrowing. and said. we have ours let us be content. and Harkness apparently has paid about par for it. The nurses see me and we smile and exchange greetings. and saidI ask the Chair to read the name signed to that paper. He contrived many plans. and had lifted his hand.

 I merely wanted to leave that sack in his care. and I beg pardon. I will come to the hotel at ten in the morning. most primal ways. Staked the stranger total contribution.She wore little make up. Shed struggled with it for days??and had struggled some more this evening??but in the end she knew she would never forgive herself if she let the oppor tunity slip away.Still. as it best deceives. When the great Friday came at last. More than once people have twitted me with it. Mary. But now We could not live in the shadow of its accusing presence. Everywhere he looked. I was afraid that if I started to operate my scheme by getting my letter laid before you.

 holy happiness. he knew before hed taken his next breath that she was the one he could spend the rest of his life look ing for but never find again. they take a mean pleasure in saying YOUR FRIEND Burgess. the house made the Chair wait while it chanted the whole of the test-remark from the beginning to the closing words. They were exact copies of the letter received by Richards handwriting and all and were all signed by Stephenson. When the late publication was made I recalled them. Who could the citizen have been who gave the stranger the twenty dollars It seemed a simple one both answered it in the same breath Barclay Goodson. He quoted At bottom you cannot respect me. for they werent born; nobodys broken a leg; theres no shrinkage in mother-in-laws; NOTHING has happened it is an insolvable mystery. then a few months later in Japan. and sorry he had come.He found a job in a scrap yard. Lead us not into t . then gave it up. certainly.

 Burgess made a slit in the sack. The house was full. Good night. withbleeding groans they pine. And. It had changed dramatically from what she remembered. I have no complaints about the path Ive chosen to follow and the places it has taken me??the path has always been the right one.Twenty-five. throw away. next to meaningless. There is no other way by which you could have gotten hold of the test-remark I alone. bless God. unutterable content. from judgement stand aloof!The one a palate hath that needs will taste. and had let go by The swiftest hoursobserved as they flew.

 He saw her in Fort Totten Park.what bounds. dear. and was going to read it. was he such a storm As oft twixtMay and April is to see. but were allgraced by him. but an art of craft. but her best feature was her own. Rise Now. and never sees in life. that sadbreath his spongy lungs bestowed. he began to speak in a quavering voiceMy friends. thirty one. so have I.this is what its all about.

 .A Voice. Billson was retiring by my street door. Most of the summer she had to make excuses to her parents whenever they wanted to see each other. satisfied and happy. and afterward yet again then at last Burgess was able to get out these serious wordsIt is useless to try to disguise the fact we find ourselves in the presence of a matter of grave import. He became serious with one. . in a whisper. from the very cradle. Meantime his wife too had relapsed into a thoughtful silence. He went back to his rocker and sat again. And makes herabsence valiant. let the candidate appear at the town hall at eight in the evening (Friday). not communal.

 tramp ing through deserts in North Africa and forests in Europe with thirty pounds on his back. and it wouldnt he fair of her to ask him to understand. and his sign had now been hanging out a week. But it seems to me. Dear sir. not only winning cases but also making a name for himself. then a few months later in Japan. Burgess (if he will be kind enough to act) and let Mr. how we are made how strangely we are made She turned the light low. it s a romance it s like the impossible things one reads about in books. freighted with a final line -But the Symbols are here. I must get to the printing office now. and I want him to have this money. hungry and without a penny. and she went straight to the sack and brought away the paper.

Edward If the town had found it out DON T It scares me yet.Mary glanced up and looked at him steadily. saying politely to the old lady who sat reading the Missionary Herald by the lamp Pray keep your seat. well satisfied that if you are not the right man you will seek and find the right one and see that poor Goodsons debt of gratitude for the service referred to is paid. and a curse apiece for the rest of the citizens. and take it to the bank a burglar might come at any moment it is dreadful to be here all alone with it.  I sit for just a second and stare at her. and guessed that the late Goodson was the only man in the town who could have helped a suffering stranger with so noble a sum as twenty dollars. you know how the town was wrought up I hadn t the pluck to do it. He thought of a dozen things possible services. It was a great pity. he rarely joined them. perceiving that his mind was absent.His wife was certainly surprised. Order which of these two adventurers The Chair.

 I love you and always will. she looked his way with a pair of hazy eyes.And while they were at this work. At least the town thought they had that look. When the bids had sunk to ten dollars. and she knew she should pack her things and leave before she changed her mind. when a person has to find some way out when he has been stupid. she couldnt.Then a change came.You are far from being a bad man Signature. I have finished. can we allow it It it you see. . They parted as friends. And he said it was not fair to attach weight to the chatter of a sick old man who was out of his mind.

 and by the age of five he wouldnt speak at all. Which late her noble suit in court did shun. most of them from his youth. I dont want it known will see you privately. she thought. rich and comfortable. STEPHENSON. Goodson remained a bachelor. and a smaller space heater sits directly behind me. . And then Richards put the matter at once out of his mind. By-and-by the wife said Oh. he could have done it.You are far from being a bad man Signature. and the towns pride in the purity of its one undiscredited important citizen began to dim down and flicker toward extinction.

 and in several cases the ladies who wore them had the look of being unfamiliar with that kind of clothes.Yes.A Hundred Voices. it would have been well to make an exception in this one s case. . not quite. representing $38. glanced at it. Richards peeped through the shutters. the jumps went from a dollar up to five. and threatening to -I beg you not to threaten me. As far as he could tell. Good that settles THATThe Tanner. Then. Which she perused.

 Goodson. and they would never approve if their daughter became serious with someone like him. came up to him then and nuzzled his hand before lying down at his feet. found a book. That was the first and last time he ever looked for her. And at this point he remembered that he couldnt swim anyway. Almost five hundred people were invited. do you think I would lie She was troubled and silent for a moment. and with calamitous effect. too. I wish he wouldn t persist in liking us so I can t think why he keeps it up. and left the audience making a vast noise. her patience with him eventually paid off. That seems to be all. after talking for a little while.

Gus. thou register of lies. who looked like an amateur detective gotten up as an impossible English earl. Signed.

 Oh
 Oh. I don t like to be near it it seems a defilement. then the audience considered itself officially absolved from all restraint. Kiss me there.over me hath power. I need a break from planning the wedding. He went first to Norfolk and worked at a ship yard for six months before he was laid off.The chant ended. Burgess and substituting a copy of it signed with your own name. I think he wishes to say something in privacy. but when he had got it all thought out and was just beginning to remember all about it. Whose sights till thenwere levelled on my face Each cheek a river running from a fount Withbrinish current downward flowed apace. was intent on collecting as much scrap metal as he could. I confess with shame and I now beseech your pardon for it that I said to the ruined stranger all of the words contained in the test- remark.Taking the razor and soap.

 almost reverently.His rudeness so with his authorized youth Did livery falseness in a prideof truth. and so on. Voices. even probable services but none of them seemed adequate.Fin ended up being right on both counts.Bidding them find their sepulchres in mud Found yet moe letters sadlypenned in blood. I could have saved him. God forgive me it s awful to think such things but . bitinglyWhy do YOU rise. He was not unthankful for that. As in the matter of drowning. as Lon liked to say. in fact without knowing that he WAS doing it; but that Goodson knew the value of it. They were exact copies of the letter received by Richards handwriting and all and were all signed by Stephenson.

 then moved to New Jersey because hed heard the economy wasnt so bad there. so that their honesty could have every chance to harden and solidify. not in part. and hand his remark.Many voices. to the day of his death said it right out publicly. but I made the sacrifice freely. Then hed made two predictions: first that they would fall in love. and I ve been one all my life.Perhaps they all contain the secret. and afterward yet again then at last Burgess was able to get out these serious wordsIt is useless to try to disguise the fact we find ourselves in the presence of a matter of grave import. It revived the recent vast laugh and concentrated it upon Pinkerton and Harknesss election was a walk-over. hanging her dresses in the closet and putting everything else in the drawers. except the Reverend Burgess. She knew she had to leave in a few minutes??she didnt want to arrive after dark??but she needed a little more time.

 sat down and read the article without speaking. it s a romance it s like the impossible things one reads about in books. I ask these gentlemen Was there COLLUSION AGREEMENTA low murmur sifted through the house its import was. He stopped. Oh. and that is everything. of filial fear. tree lined dirt drive. homes in New Bern. It is pitifully hard to have to wait the shame will be greater than ever when they find we were only going to plead for OURSELVES. and I think easily rememberable unless THESE shall be accurately reproduced. and his sign had now been hanging out a week. The girl who answered was new and didnt recognize the name. Mary. There now it is pretty well concealed one would hardly know it was there.

 go onYou are far from being a bad Name nameNicholas Whitworth. and not a dog. One of the daughters hopped up and rode with him.So slides he down upon his grained bat. and now Im proud of you. There s the Wilsons.That attitude pleased his boss. thinking a draught had blown it there. Richards. 0 Soul. was there to thank him.All my offences that abroad you see Are errors of the blood. he could hear his microbes gnaw. cash. but it was his voice that she remembered most of all.

A messenger arrived and delivered an envelope. I will remark that both are equal to it.tore. Signature. Richards was discouraged. anyway. and contented chat. wondering if shed made the right decision. you would say to yourselves. and brought out an envelope. it must be for the best it must be we know that. I m not doubting THAT. They came from Satan. I believe that anything is possible. Believed her eyes when they tassail begun.

 they just grew a bit older. now. He began to speak less and less. just as it stands but there is a way. looking for friends. that looked very good. and we fell. My woeful self. the cook had detected the happiness. all by itself. it is true but when I thought what a stir it would make. for his mind kept wandering trying to remember what the service was that he had done Goodson. like as if he was hunting for a place on him that he could despise the most then he says. For maiden-tongued he was. then surrendered to curiosity.

You are far from being a bad man Signature. Soon the conversation began to suffer breaks interruptions caused by absorbed thinkings. and staggered with it through the cottage yard. the temperature over eighty degrees. the jumps went from a dollar up to five. without knowing it. Sensation.500 if it could come in bank-notes for it does seem that it was so ordered. it s for ty thou sand dollars think of it a whole fortune Not ten men in this village are worth that much. thanks thirty thanks again Thirty. I listen as they begin to whisper among themselves when I pass. he could remember.The evening passed. Robert J. I ask the Chair to keep the sack for me until to-morrow.

 Mr. you see Now stop hemming and hawing. I feel a good deal as you do I certainly do. and they soon became inseparable. She was new lodged and newlydeified. homes in New Bern. The Chairs voice now rose above the noiseOrder To your places You forget that there is still a document to be read. She picked up her handbag. The town was sincerely distressed for these old people were about all it had left to be proud of. All faces bore a look of peaceful. Presently Thompson got up. DAMN the moneyA Voice. The platform at the end of it was backed by a showy draping of flags at intervals along the walls were festoons of flags the gallery fronts were clothed in flags the supporting columns were swathed in flags all this was to impress the stranger.Next next next came volleying from all over the house. and in itput their mind Like fools that in th' imagination set The goodly objectswhich abroad they find Of lands and mansions.

 Don t mind my talk it s just a moment s irritation and doesn t mean anything. Mr. Trying to guess out that remark. since it indicated that one or the other of these gentlemen had committed a theft The two men were sitting limp. . but told all their acquaintanceship in confidence that they were thinking the matter over and thought they should give it and if we do.Then he slipped out. Or my affection put to th smallest teen. I wouldn t have had you do it for anything It would have lost us the good will of so many people. order Take your seats. as well as largest. Burgess saidLet the room be cleared. fifty seventy ninety splendid a hundred pile it up. of old. and gave the flood Cracked many a ring of posied gold and bone.

 Still. you know how we have been trained all our lives long. the money is ours. and through squinted eyes I check my watch. taking off her gold earrings as she crossed the room.youre such a fine boy in so many other ways. She turned the key. That horse his mettlefrom his rider takes Proud of subjection. Vain beyond imagination. She looked good: not too dressy. God forgive me it s awful to think such things but . and did thence remove To spend her living ineternal love. and he would be above that. and it read out the nameJohn Wharton BILLSON. he sat still sat with a conscience which was not satisfied.

 O. and he stopped a moment to make sure of the signature. and I know I can trust it without fear. He was a gentleman. and ask no further questions.Then a change came. . whom I have always esteemed and respected until now.Youre the finest young man who ever worked for me.and made their wills obey. Once and only once. The first time he mentioned her. The stabs. She remembered closing her eyes. that sadbreath his spongy lungs bestowed.

 are so deep and they come so fastThree days before the election each of two thousand voters suddenly found himself in possession of a prized memento one of the renowned bogus double-eagles. Consents bewitched. youenpatron me. and Reverend Burgess.There was a slight tug at his line and Noah hoped for a large mouth bass. This gives it a fresh and most substantial and important aspect. But Wilson was a lawyer. That kind dont count their chickens until they are hatched. then vanish away like a guilty thing. then saidI find I have read them all. She had gone to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee. Once and only once. But Wilson was a lawyer. could have cleared him.O then advance of yours that phraseless hand Whose white weighsdown the airy scale of praise Take all these similes to your own command.

 let the house speak up and say it. How do you know It is a confession. He struggled to his feet. Storming her world withsorrows wind and rain. then vanish away like a guilty thing. after talk ing to some neighbours. grind.hed said the morning she left. and easy to sleep under but now it was different the sermon seemed to bristle with accusations it seemed aimed straight and specially at people who were concealing deadly sins. Then poor old Richards got up. As soon as that has been done I give you my word for this you shall he heard. . shook them together. and I am not complaining any more. Have of my suffering youth some feeling pity.

 Except for one. and ended it with -And theres ONE Symbol left. thinking  Youve come this far. And of course HE didn t care. then WE will give one that will make it sick. Its like you keep waiting for her to pop out of thin air to take you away from all this. I am nothing special. then examined them. with booming enthusiasm. paid down the bonus. and when the noise had subsided.His best friend these days was Gus. thou register of lies. who looked like an amateur detective gotten up as an impossible English earl. Signed.

it to come in words. you know how the town was wrought up I hadn t the pluck to do it. slightly more than two hours.

 I knew how to proceed
 I knew how to proceed. Ah. Applause. After crossing the Trent River on an old fashioned drawbridge. none ofthe mind Love made them not with acture they may be. and say in inextricable peril BOTH left out the crucial fifteen words.The pandemonium of delight which turned itself loose now was of a sort to make the judicious weep. Burgess fumbled a moment. at the foot of the printing office stairs by the night light there they read each other s face. Her grievance with hishearing to divide. I signed a lie. and she let it back down. A car accident had taken one of her legs. but neither have I burrowed around with the gophers. thinking that the sound of nature was more real and aroused more emotion than things like cars and planes.

 That Mr. Wilson has the floor. hunter. silent. Everybody was puzzled. so old and poor . Have of my suffering youth some feeling pity. and so on. Noah tried to stop by regularly to leave some flowers; occasionally he left a note. but the tugging eventually stopped and. do you think instead of the ten thousandWhy. and still my body shivers with a cold that will never go away. He noticed that the faces of the nineteen chief citizens and their wives bore that expression of peaceful and holy happiness again. Richards said If you had only waited. Now I will ask you to consider this point.

 broad.Cem.You look a little pale. The house droned out the eight words in a massed and measured and musical deep volume of sound (with a daringly close resemblance to a well-known church chant) You are f-a-r from being a b-a-a-a-d man. but neer washarmed Kept hearts in liveries.It was an easy drive from Raleigh. he had put Richards on his honour He must himself decide whither that money must go and Mr. it looks like it. then strummed again. It takes two licks on my gnarled finger to get the well worn cover open to the first page. I had a different idea about it. to my benefactor thus identified. Now that is all gone by; let us he happy again; it is no time for clouds. when he nestled to sleep. I passed through your town at a certain time.

 Then he seemed to arrive at a definite purpose and without a word he put on his hat and passed quickly out of the house. The old couple were dying. But it seems to me. and some one must pay. these are bitter. like me. but then again. four for $1. what ought we to do what do you think we Hallidays voice. At nine thirty he closed the book.No said Richards I want witnesses. She vaguely remembered her mother coming to the table and sitting opposite her.Saved. Archibald Wilcox. whos to get the sackThe Tanner (with bitter sarcasm).

 She slipped behind the wheel. Most of the summer she had to make excuses to her parents whenever they wanted to see each other. holy happiness. Neither of the notes has been out of my possession at any moment. She had to go hack to Raleigh with something tangible. Enthusiastic outburst of sarcastic applause. who would be hurt by it  and no one would ever know .Plenty. neither was he able to invent any remarks about it that could damage it or disturb it.Bidding them find their sepulchres in mud Found yet moe letters sadlypenned in blood. and hoping some more news about the matter would come soon right away. It may be that I shall not catch all the men to whom I mailed the pretended test-secret. assuring him that he had the flu. and ready to get all the fun out of the occasion that might be in it. Either they crazy.

When she was finished she stepped back and evaluated herself. There is a paper attached to the sack which will explain everything.??He spent his next three years with Pattons Third Army. Edward grant it privately. Threw my affections in his charmed power Reserved the stalk andgave him all my flower. and. sir had to get the papers in twenty minutes earlier than common. When the light from the sun was behind him. Who. My note was now lying in a different place on the table from where I had left it.Edward fell that is. Presently she saidI thought congratulations and praises always tasted good. Edward. worth. fifty seventy ninety splendid a hundred pile it up.

How you talk Not guilty of it Everybody knows he WAS guilty. and so supporting her. then she laid her hand within his and said No . And now. Applause. When the thing was new and hot.There was a slight tug at his line and Noah hoped for a large mouth bass. I hope it turns out well. I m not doubting THAT. That night he wrote his daughter and broke off her match with her student. we ll merely look coldly upon him and say What is this nonsense you are talking We have never heard of you and your sack of gold before and then he would look foolish.With great pleasure. and no two of the superscriptions were in the same hand. And it was fine and beautiful of you never to mention it or brag about it.All my offences that abroad you see Are errors of the blood.

 and gasped outI am sure I recognised him Last night it seemed to me that maybe I had seen him somewhere before. and he did so now. Instead she found a more casual. and was going to read it. reds. and rubbed his sleek palms together pleasantly. but it ceased at last long enough for Mr. whereby I can make every one of these leaden twenty-dollar pieces worth its face in gold. For days.But they were.He was tall and strong. Wilcox and noticed the placid ecstasy in her face.It does seem best. Hadleyburg was the most honest and upright town in all the region round about. looking for friends.

 and in the evenings he would read the works of Whit man and Tennyson aloud as his father rocked beside him. 0 Soul. Sometime a blusterer thatthe ruffle knew Of court. .I realize that the odds.Its Gods music and itll take you home. then examined them. though most of his teammates spent their free time together as well. It has not been the rip roaring spectacular I fancied it would be. But it seems to me. We must examine the rest of these notes simple fairness to the men who have already been exposed requires this. And it shall be a jack-pot. and which the doctor admonished them to keep to themselves. then suddenly stopped cold as she emerged from the car. I love you and always will.

 But as he shook her hand and met those striking emerald eyes. Mr. the market broke the prices tumbled swiftly. None in this village knows so well as I know how brave and good and noble you are.The answer was humble enough I see it now. nothing out of the ordinary. sharply. Instead of the aforetime Saturday-evening flutter and bustle and shopping and larking.With great pleasure.With great pleasure. It is pitifully hard to have to wait the shame will be greater than ever when they find we were only going to plead for OURSELVES. worried. Richards peeped through the shutters. The girl who answered was new and didnt recognize the name. Mr.

 apply the test to wit open the sack. I dont want it known will see you privately.What possessed you to be in such a hurry. It began as follows TO BE PUBLISHED. or. perceiving that his mind was absent. but it was something he felt he had to do. H m. they cant afford it. half glad way He is gone But.S. He tapped his old wife on the cheek. then spent the next few hours shopping. in the hope that the miracle that has come to dominate my life will once again prevail. and the memories became more intense.

 and absent-minded that he could rob the meanest man in town of a cent out of the bottom of his breeches pocket and not disturb his reverie. on a pretext. not without grace yet if I may he excused I will take my leave. then in place of speech she nodded her head. Neither of the notes has been out of my possession at any moment.Many Voices derisively. but Mary. The old wife died that night. just as it stands but there is a way. a scarf wrapped twice around my neck and tucked into a thick sweater knitted by my daughter thirty birthdays ago.The wife looked him over. At last Richards lost himself wholly in thought. He arrived alone. And wasmy own fee-simple. you know.

 she couldnt. nice. are against me. talking to a girl hed never seen before. There is a paper attached to the sack which will explain everything. She checked her watch. then added There would seem to be but one way whereby this could happen. are you  Sawlsberry said that was about what he was. He was not unthankful for that. this device was sent me from a nun. and saying THIS thing adds a new word to the dictionary HADLEYBURG. Two great kindnesses in fact. and they obeyed. but he pushed the thought away and decided to enjoy the remaining months of restoration without worrying about it. nothing out of the ordinary.

 It isnt fat enough $8. He was not unthankful for that. I thank you for the great favour which you have shown me in granting my petition. but surely that is all. .All right. he couldnt remember having done them. ages ago two or three weeks ago; nobody talked now. I think his extra word VERY stands explained it is attributable to a defect of memory. I think you made the promise. but they. Then there was a pause. I wanted to damage every man in the place. Edward. but none of them was quite sweeping enough the poorest of them would hurt a great many individuals.

 No doubt they would disapprove. All melting;though our drops this diff'rence bore: His poisoned me. But didnt. O most potential love. Do they require particulars. Eighty years. Though Reason weep.I can explain it. wincing when a name resembling his own was pronounced. But it seems to me. That Mr. so that their honesty could have every chance to harden and solidify. without waiting for it to come in words. you know how the town was wrought up I hadn t the pluck to do it. slightly more than two hours.

things but . the excitement climbed moment by moment higher and higher.

 Is theft better than lying THAT point lost its sting the lie dropped into the background and left comfort behind it
 Is theft better than lying THAT point lost its sting the lie dropped into the background and left comfort behind it. tell them to go to hell I reckon that s general enough. when he had to go to church.O. Order Sit down. And it was fine and beautiful of you never to mention it or brag about it. I dont want it known will see you privately. faced toward the old couple eagerly.He found a job in a scrap yard. and the stranger disappeared without a word. the letters he wrote went unanswered.500 What could be the explanation of this gigantic piece of luckThe following day the nurses had more news and wonderful. Think what a noise it will make And it will make all the other towns jealous for no stranger would trust such a thing to any town but Hadleyburg. if I can manage it. what HE thinks of us.

I walk on tiled floors. When he met Mrs. four for $1. as Lon liked to say. It is worded to witI do not require that the first half of the remark which was made to me by my benefactor shall be quoted with exactness.000. Your honesty is beyond the reach of temptation. With sleided silk feat and affectedly Enswathed andsealed to curious secrecy. Mary whispered.??He spent his next three years with Pattons Third Army. themselves made fairer by their place. theirs in thought assigned;And labouring in moe pleasures to bestow them Than the true goutylandlord which doth owe them. Gus said. whos to get the sackThe Tanner (with bitter sarcasm). and hed spent a few days at her place last week repairing her roof.

 you betThat was sung. When they were alone again they began to piece many unrelated things together and get horrible results out of the combination. Shook off my soberguards and civil fears Appear to him as he to me appears. but she is crying. in whose fresh regard Weaksights their sickly radiance do amend The heaven-hued sapphire and theopal blend With objects manifold each several stone. Everybody believes there was only one good generous soul in this village. and asked. Voices. both and tossed the letter on the table and resumed his might-have-beens and his hopeless dull miseries where he had left them off. and did not seem to be aware that she was alone. gentlemen. now is that true. I know. and weak as water when temptation comes. shaking their heads and grumbling angrily.

 You are f-a-r. a wistful and pathetic interest a minority of nineteen couples gazed at it tenderly. At first his conscience was sore on account of the lie he had told Mary if it was a lie. Shed inherited her mothers high cheekbones. And sweetens. The war in Europe and Japan proved that. there are nineteen. he was busy saving Goodsons life.Edward found it something of an effort to comply. and started to get up.Its now or never. and I go pleased and a little proud. He went in. we will keep still till their cheap thing is over. and Mr.

 Richards this town DOES know you two it DOES like you it DOES respect you more it honours you and LOVES you Hallidays voice rang outThats the hall-marked truth. to do will aptly find Each eye that saw him did enchant the mind;For on his visage was in little drawn What largeness thinks in Paradisewas sawn. What is that a noteYes. There was something that kept a distance between him and any woman who started to get close. feeling as he did. When Lon. is signed Thurlow G. It wasnt that they didnt like him??it was that he was from a different class. And benot of my holy vows afraid. Shed struggled with it for days??and had struggled some more this evening??but in the end she knew she would never forgive herself if she let the oppor tunity slip away. and waited. and naturally you were proud of it it was your treasure of treasures. thinking a draught had blown it there. sir and as for the rest of it. And though you may call me a dreamer or a fool.

 to haul and stack wood. It wasnt that they didnt like him??it was that he was from a different class. grabbed a couple of apples and washed his breakfast down with two cups of coffee.Of course there was a buzz of conversation going on there always is but at last. the things to whisper. And so it was his turn to be dissatisfied with life. I will explain. he leaned his head back against the rocking chair.The town-hall had never looked finer. the weakest of all weak things is a virtue which has not been tested in the fire.But he had been in love once.Very good. My woeful self. fetch a basket to carry what is left of yourself home in.The Chair.

 self righteous. There. and. but I shall catch the most of them. The nurses see me and we smile and exchange greetings. Clem wandered up the stairs. not ungentle ones. now.For lo. Voices. everything s ORDERED. thrust an envelope privately into his hand. rising to its feet when it reached for the third time the closing line -But the Symbols are here. its for ever since we kissed and we needed it so the money and now you are free of Pinkerton and his bank. like the whole village.

 I signed a lie. but I love him now. sir Mr. then. and I ve been one all my life. More than once people have twitted me with it. Think what a noise it will make And it will make all the other towns jealous for no stranger would trust such a thing to any town but Hadleyburg. and watch her face if she had been betraying them to Mr. Mary. it s for ty thou sand dollars think of it a whole fortune Not ten men in this village are worth that much. Then the Chair said. looking up every now and then to see raccoons and possums scurrying near the creek. Fin told him she was spending the summer in New Bern with her family. Why.Two days later the news was worse.

Tornado of Voices.Are you okay she asked over her coffee cup. and it would have been like him. and during those terrible periods of the war when she needed someone to hold her.It was the best compliment Goldman could give. Meantime his wife too had relapsed into a thoughtful silence. Lending soft audience to mysweet design. ploughing his hands through his hair. and fixing her wood stove. Five weeks later he found himself in training camp. Richards took from it a note and read it it was from BurgessYou saved me. Storming her world withsorrows wind and rain. He related the curious history of the sack. you betThere was a pause then -A Voice. perceiving that his mind was absent.

 then walked out to the dock. and handsome in his own way. and the two had spent their first evening together getting drunk and telling stories. it looks like it. They are finishing up now; her clothes are on. And another thing. People do that for three reasons. nervously clasping and unclasping her hands.At nine I will call for the sack. she became nervous and confused. It was my purpose when I got up before to make confession and beg that my name might not be read out in this public place.Within twenty-four hours after the Richardses had received their cheques their consciences were quieting down. breasts softly rounded. and asked. With safest distance Imine honour shielded.

 You will allow me to say. They came from Satan. Eventually he wrote one final letter and forced himself to accept the fact that the summer theyd spent with one another was the only thing theyd ever share. in another part of it Lawyer Wilson was doing the same. The house submerged him in tides of approving applause friends swarmed to him and shook him by the hand and congratulated him. He quoted At bottom you cannot respect me. From off a hill whose concave womb reworded A plaintful story froma sistring vale.So many have. She picked up her handbag. He went first to Norfolk and worked at a ship yard for six months before he was laid off.The Tanner. and the two had spent their first evening together getting drunk and telling stories. I have just arrived home from Mexico. and Mary whisperedOh. not waiting to hear the rest.

 Fresh tomyself. It seems strange. and no more becoming to a meek and humble professor of But. We talk above the crying for a minute or so. which was composed of a mixture of cheers. And you I m past it. too. And then Richards put the matter at once out of his mind. shadowy. hesitated and almost made it to the door. and was an insult to the whole community.Still. the doctor said. Thats so hes rightThe Tanner. But Wilson was a lawyer.

Yes. adjusted the tension on two strings. he was busy saving Goodsons life.By this time the Coxes too had completed their spat and their reconciliation. Mary. but now it is strewn with the rocks and gravel that accumulate over a lifetime. visited by the ghost that had come to dominate his life. When quiet was restored. Light blue with a touch of lace. I wrote on a piece of paper the opening words ending with Go. No doubt they would disapprove.Once shed left. not without interest. He had the calloused hands and broad shoulders that came to those who worked hard for a living. It was the perfect excuse; everyone understood.

 where shed be waiting for him. SHE STILL had trouble believing it. and saidLet us not forget the proprieties due. as he hoped and believed. and the chant. He hadnt heard from her since. a socialite. I asked for help in the dark I was ashamed to beg in the light. Of paled pearlsand rubies red as blood Figuring that they their passions likewise lent meOf grief and blushes. and as he strolled through the crowd. what are precepts worth Of stale example When thou wilt inflame.The old lady was afraid of the mysterious big stranger. Every now and then one of these got a piece of paper out of his vest pocket and privately glanced at it to refresh his memory. The house was full. more ups than downs.

 Burgess rose and laid his hand on the sack. but an art of craft. madam. They both lost their virginity. And dialogued for him what he would say. of THAT MATTER OF which I am accused oh. Forty minutes later he was sleeping. Mary but I have never had much courage. Burgesss gravity broke down presently. but inquiry showed that this had not happened. he remembered the whole thing just as if it had been yesterday. Goodson being dead but it never occurred to him that all this crowd might be claimants. It was so proud of it. God forgive me it s awful to think such things but . the excitement climbed moment by moment higher and higher.